Hello everyone! Haven’t posted here for so long. If you’re reading this, please remember that you’re beautiful and I hope you have a great day.
I’ve never introduced myself here since I started this blog so I’d love to take this opportunity to do so, as to give you more background information before you continue reading. As you all have already known, my name is Cissy. Yup, sounds pretty odd aye. I was born and raised in Hong Kong. When people ask me where I am from, I say ‘Hong Kong’, not China. Yes, Hong Kong is part of China, but is NOT China. We speak Cantonese, not Putonghua or Mandarin. We use traditional Chinese here, not simplified, I’ve never learnt simplified Chinese so it’s normal if Hong Kong people are not able to read it. Also, under the principle of ‘one country, two systems’, Hong Kong has its own legal system and that I’d like say Hong Kong is very different from China.
Since I was really young, like really young, I never found a sense of belonging here in Hong Kong. Don’t ask me why because I really don’t know. I felt like I was born in the wrong place. I just wanted to leave this country. I didn’t think and feel that I belonged here. I still have that feeling at some point. I never kept up to anything that’s related to Hong Kong. If any local readers are reading this, you might hate me by now, I don’t really care because that’s how I feel and I’m sharing my thought with you all, but please try to understand that sometimes some people really can’t fit into a country, and they just don’t know why, and I happen to be one of them.
As I said, I don’t keep up to anything related to Hong Kong, let alone the news here or even political issues, but seeing what’s currently happening out there in the city upsets me and makes me feel so mad. For the first time, I feel like there’s a place in my heart belongs to Hong Kong, and that I care about what’s happening and the people who are out there fighting for the country where they call it home.
I believe many of you may have heard of the situation now in Hong Kong where citizens have been protesting over China extradition bill as to protect their home and what they already have. Yes, I use ‘their’ because I really don’t know if I can consider myself as part of here even though I was born here. Before expressing more of my own opinion, I’d like to declare in advance that I don’t know about the bill in detail. I’m just expressing what I’ve known and seen so far. So please take that note before any of you start judging. Of course, any friendly and kind comments are welcome.
The government has been rushing to pass the bill and they are using the murder case happened in Taiwan as an ‘excuse’. However, Hong Kong people are not happy about it because the danger behind this bill is unbearable (check out what the bill is exactly about here, I don’t want to give out wrong information). That’s why you see heaps of people protesting and showing their dissatisfaction in the street. Sadly, Hong Kong government and chief executive Carrie Lam don’t give a feck. ok shit is getting real here. IM SO SAD AND MAD RIGHT NOW UGH.
Basically the government is doing their own thing (rushing to pass the bill) and Hong Kong citizens are doing their own thing (protesting), but let’s get this right, the government is not the entire Hong Kong, meaning that they can’t make ANY decision for Hong Kong citizens where they have been saying a big fucking NO to the bill for a million times. As you all can see from news here and there, the government doesn’t really care what the citizens think but rushing the bill to go through the second and third reading so that the bill can be passed. Therefore, citizens had to voice out even louder just in case the government can’t fucking hear which caused the ‘mess’ you see where many groups, lawmakers, or even citizens, have gathered and led people throughout this whole protest thing since last Sunday and even today of course. BIG RESPECT TO THOSE WHO WERE/ARE OUT THERE!
My dumb ass has been staying at home watching live broadcast of the protest today, along with my bitch mouth talking back to people online who disrespect the ones out there fighting for their home. I know that’s not enough, and you can read back to how I feel towards this place, and I also understand how you can’t put yourselves in my shoes(?). Ok, the protest wasn’t a ‘mess’ or a ‘riot’, the government called, before Hong Kong police tried to get their hands involved unreasonably. I do understand the police have to do their job to protect HONG KONG CITIZENS, NOT just the government, and they have to maintain public order. Fast forward to the time when protestors were protesting and marching in a safe and orderly manner, hellooo. Up till now, all they want is to show how unhappy they are towards the decision that the government has made for Hong Kong citizens, to hope that the government can think from the citizens’ perspective and the danger that they will be put in, instead of thinking the bill will “protect” them, and that the best way is to withdraw the bill. Yet, the voice of Hong Kong citizens is still being ignored by the government meanwhile Lam is probably in her coma and the police have been trying to shut the citizens’ mouths by using pepper spray and tear gas.
Let’s be real. Violence can never solve problems. But I’m wondering if police can use violence and weapons to citizens who have done nothing to harm the city? Just because they are the police? A man who was just a bystander but got pepper sprayed in the face by the police. A lady who was crying and was attacked by tear gas multiple times trying to ask the police to stop hurting the protestors but then got pepper sprayed in the face. The police were wielding batons randomly or even beating protestors, firing rubber bullets and tear gas, dragging a person and pushing him or her onto the ground with A GROUP of police beating that ONE person, most of the police were geared up. Countless ridiculous shit that the police have done to protestors but let’s not forget they are Hong Kong citizens too. Is it necessary for the police to purposely or ‘carelessly’ hurt protestors as if they were their enemies? If any of you have watched the videos online, you probably can see how the police would target a person then let out all of their hatred and anger towards him or her. I am not saying all of the police are fucked in the head. I’ve seen some police communicating with protestors nicely on news and videos (probably 1/20 police) which is great and that’s what both parties should be doing and respect one another.
It is very upsetting and heartbreaking to see so many protestors got injured and sent to the hospital just because they wanted to protect their home. I keep saying that because it is true and that’s what they have been doing but what they have got in return was broken bones and bleeding faces. Would you not protect your home when it’s in danger? Those injured ranged between 15 and 66 years old. None of the protestors deserve to be hurt. Hong Kong citizens want their home meanwhile the government and the police seem to want their lives. I thought Hong Kong was one big family. Hong Kong citizens are, but the government and the police are trying to tear them apart. Aren’t we all a part of this city? Where did their humanity go?
To those who were/are out there throughout this protest thing, you’re one of the heroes of Hong Kong. Please don’t blame yourself for anything because you’ve done your best today and you have all my respect while my lame ass is just sitting here typing this shit which probably no one will read. A big salute to you warriors!
Today, even the sky cried for this hefty city. Yet, it’s so beautiful to see lights shining from those valiant souls.
*for those links, i apologize that some of the vids are with Chinese captions, but i just wanna show y’all what actually happened during the protest
*some hk people might agree with the bill and i respect that but pls leave your opinion to yourself because i don’t give a shit about it. what i’m saying here is that we all believe whats the best for hk is withdrawing the bill because the danger we could be put in is hella jkdfssmflaksd